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Benjamin part 1 by screaxxx, literature

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Benjamin part 1

It was a warm August night in Plainfield, New Jersey. I was bringing boxes into my family's new house. It was a good two floors; it was very narrow and towered on top of an immense hill. There was a garage and small driveway that could fit tow maybe three cars. And a small front yard with a pavement walkway that lead to the tiny concrete porch that had a bush growing on each side of it. When you go inside the first thing you see is some old creaky wooden stairs that lead to the second floor, on the right there's a door way that looks like it should have a door but doesn't, inside that room is where you find the living room and kitchen.

your blood is my poison by screaxxx, literature

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your blood is my poison

polished and professional you walk these halls alone your chiseled chest and marble skin everything about you draws me in you tell me to protect myself 'cause i don't know who you are and then i get confused and beg to be just like you you've had me hooked from the start just the drug i've been searching for I run through the woods with a thrist pulsing through my veins of cold leading me into the unknown I woke up with salt on my tounge blood stains ran through my gums with the taste of flesh on my teeth why would you want to be like me? silly kids fantasy the very last words you left lies pour down on me i felt my hea

Tuesdays waste of time by screaxxx, literature

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Tuesdays waste of time

I've never seen such potential in a love so homicidal first impressions never really mattered her heart was already battered from the beating it had taken shake up the drama shake up the drama turn up the volume listen with those lips a word never passed those eyes but nothing could stop nothing could stop these butterflies her stupid heart his stupid mind that night his hands slipped so i guess this is it well now this is just day two and already they're taking a walk to the cemetery where they can dig up their own graves why not? they've got nothing to loose cut off from life stabbed with a knife for three months t

screaming by screaxxx, literature

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screaming

i should have known you can't trust a hoe if i couldn't trust him, where could i turn? it seems as though theres a presence in my home so subtle you almost feel alone down the hall and up the stairs in the back of this house is where you find her fears of the past thirteen years oh, no let's not get into complications of this situation now arn't we getting ahead of ourselves? this crystal ball is falling apart i leave you with poison of a girls broken heart to fall in love it's a dangerous game play your cards right now shut up and deal a game of hearts its the easiest steal

Illusions by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Illusions

I never believed in love I never believed this could exist So I never believed in love at first glance you sucked me into this I took a chance I gave you my best Now I'm here my head upon your chest In the silence, I listen to your heart skipping beats your heart plays a song a song just for me your breathing is steady It stays in perfect tune I open my eyes and realize there will never be another just like you As time passed the song started to fade all of a sudden a piece of my heart had gone away breathing heavy I open my eyes one last time I wait as silence numbs me to the bone Now I see I am alone

acting in by screaxxx, literature

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acting in

tough times can only make us stronger a wall built up on lies and lullabys and god has a plan, but i don't think i can hold on much longer. I've listened to the radio and all my favorite songs i've turned up volume as loud as i can and it's so distracting but this pain is everlasting and it's not fair i wear concealer on my heart to hide the fact that i'm falling apart your overreacting i'm tired of always having to be the worried one i'm so done with acting i'm so done with everyone you always ask me if i'm okay and i always said i was fine but i meant to say go away i'm tired of all the pushing and pryin

Little by little by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Little by little

Your blood red tears fell upon my shoulders I just wish that I had known her The twinkle in her eye the dullness in her life trapped in her own mind moving closer to suicide little by little as each day goes by hollowed out by her ghostly cries welcome to your funeral now your dead maybe now you can clear your head lower and lower we watch her go down deep into the dirty ground oh, I remember that night oh so well she was gazing into the starlight trying to save herself from hell she held her breath and counted to twelve is there anything left to tell? when she had awoken feeling down and broken the sky stabbed a smile feel

Satan Herself by screaxxx, literature

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Satan Herself

Wash the blood of your face and hope it doesn't stain the Satan in her eyes she's not easing up on the redrum tonight can't you see she's dying she's no longer the problem but the issue she takes half steps at a time falling grabbing the edge of the table she won't let go of the red wine bottle with her death wish on the lable she trips when she talks and stutters when she walks this monster won't be silenced anymore let her sober up and come crawling back on her knees she can apologize all she wants it only means so much if she wants to fix things i need to hear her plead when will they open up there eyes and realize help

Speechless by screaxxx, literature

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Speechless

I wished on a shooting star now everything's been taken too far I'm sorry for the things I said You really don't know how much you meant I never knew it would end like this now I'm speechless I watched as they took you away to a strangers house to play I crouched down to hug you murmered in your ear "I love you" the tears on my face said it all it still feels like you walk these halls thought I would see you tuesday but the judge turned us down now I sit in silence as thursday comes around and if they give him away all I can do is hope he'll be okay

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Benjamin part 1 by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Benjamin part 1

It was a warm August night in Plainfield, New Jersey. I was bringing boxes into my family's new house. It was a good two floors; it was very narrow and towered on top of an immense hill. There was a garage and small driveway that could fit tow maybe three cars. And a small front yard with a pavement walkway that lead to the tiny concrete porch that had a bush growing on each side of it. When you go inside the first thing you see is some old creaky wooden stairs that lead to the second floor, on the right there's a door way that looks like it should have a door but doesn't, inside that room is where you find the living room and kitchen.

your blood is my poison by screaxxx, literature

Literature

your blood is my poison

polished and professional you walk these halls alone your chiseled chest and marble skin everything about you draws me in you tell me to protect myself 'cause i don't know who you are and then i get confused and beg to be just like you you've had me hooked from the start just the drug i've been searching for I run through the woods with a thrist pulsing through my veins of cold leading me into the unknown I woke up with salt on my tounge blood stains ran through my gums with the taste of flesh on my teeth why would you want to be like me? silly kids fantasy the very last words you left lies pour down on me i felt my hea

Tuesdays waste of time by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Tuesdays waste of time

I've never seen such potential in a love so homicidal first impressions never really mattered her heart was already battered from the beating it had taken shake up the drama shake up the drama turn up the volume listen with those lips a word never passed those eyes but nothing could stop nothing could stop these butterflies her stupid heart his stupid mind that night his hands slipped so i guess this is it well now this is just day two and already they're taking a walk to the cemetery where they can dig up their own graves why not? they've got nothing to loose cut off from life stabbed with a knife for three months t

screaming by screaxxx, literature

Literature

screaming

i should have known you can't trust a hoe if i couldn't trust him, where could i turn? it seems as though theres a presence in my home so subtle you almost feel alone down the hall and up the stairs in the back of this house is where you find her fears of the past thirteen years oh, no let's not get into complications of this situation now arn't we getting ahead of ourselves? this crystal ball is falling apart i leave you with poison of a girls broken heart to fall in love it's a dangerous game play your cards right now shut up and deal a game of hearts its the easiest steal

Illusions by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Illusions

I never believed in love I never believed this could exist So I never believed in love at first glance you sucked me into this I took a chance I gave you my best Now I'm here my head upon your chest In the silence, I listen to your heart skipping beats your heart plays a song a song just for me your breathing is steady It stays in perfect tune I open my eyes and realize there will never be another just like you As time passed the song started to fade all of a sudden a piece of my heart had gone away breathing heavy I open my eyes one last time I wait as silence numbs me to the bone Now I see I am alone

acting in by screaxxx, literature

Literature

acting in

tough times can only make us stronger a wall built up on lies and lullabys and god has a plan, but i don't think i can hold on much longer. I've listened to the radio and all my favorite songs i've turned up volume as loud as i can and it's so distracting but this pain is everlasting and it's not fair i wear concealer on my heart to hide the fact that i'm falling apart your overreacting i'm tired of always having to be the worried one i'm so done with acting i'm so done with everyone you always ask me if i'm okay and i always said i was fine but i meant to say go away i'm tired of all the pushing and pryin

Little by little by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Little by little

Your blood red tears fell upon my shoulders I just wish that I had known her The twinkle in her eye the dullness in her life trapped in her own mind moving closer to suicide little by little as each day goes by hollowed out by her ghostly cries welcome to your funeral now your dead maybe now you can clear your head lower and lower we watch her go down deep into the dirty ground oh, I remember that night oh so well she was gazing into the starlight trying to save herself from hell she held her breath and counted to twelve is there anything left to tell? when she had awoken feeling down and broken the sky stabbed a smile feel

Satan Herself by screaxxx, literature

Literature

Satan Herself

Wash the blood of your face and hope it doesn't stain the Satan in her eyes she's not easing up on the redrum tonight can't you see she's dying she's no longer the problem but the issue she takes half steps at a time falling grabbing the edge of the table she won't let go of the red wine bottle with her death wish on the lable she trips when she talks and stutters when she walks this monster won't be silenced anymore let her sober up and come crawling back on her knees she can apologize all she wants it only means so much if she wants to fix things i need to hear her plead when will they open up there eyes and realize help

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My Glorious Lullaby by wackywriter101, literature

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My Glorious Lullaby

Every step is a battle Im in a state of despair My heart lies unwanted Yearning for love and for care Wishing for smiles Days continue to pass I feel as if Im trapped In a clear box of glass Then one day You come along You shatter the pieces And sing the sweet song I distantly gaze and I listen and sigh That oh so kind song My glorious lullaby I join in the chorus So we sing bright and clear Concluding the hope The love that is near The song's never-ending It continues to perform No longer am I yearning No longer shall I mourn I'm in my state of glee No tears shall I cry So we continue to sing My glorious lullaby

Barricade the Thoughts by wackywriter101, literature

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Barricade the Thoughts

Creeping along the night It outlines to moon Down-pouring are sins As to heal them all soon Beckoning the stars Yearning for rain Willing for power Unwilling for pain It drizzles our hopes And pours them all down Flattening them straight Hearing no sound You wonder when its crying And when it's full of glee It controls all our wishes As it causes them to flea. Walking in our shadow It's always creeping behind Stealing all our cares Until it has nothing to find. You ponder the thought Of what 'it' could be And here is where I say It's our thoughts if you cannot see. Our mind is playing tricks And our thoughts are alwa

Tuesdays waste of time by screaxxx, literature

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Tuesdays waste of time

I've never seen such potential in a love so homicidal first impressions never really mattered her heart was already battered from the beating it had taken shake up the drama shake up the drama turn up the volume listen with those lips a word never passed those eyes but nothing could stop nothing could stop these butterflies her stupid heart his stupid mind that night his hands slipped so i guess this is it well now this is just day two and already they're taking a walk to the cemetery where they can dig up their own graves why not? they've got nothing to loose cut off from life stabbed with a knife for three months t

About screaxxx

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my name is whitney... ( some of you may know me as

) this is my second account i made a while ago but i decided to start using it..lol
ummm.. i suck at doing these type of things but w/e.. i'll give it a shot..
-im a music whore
-im lazy D:
-paramore is my favorite band
-i think japan is kick ass
-i like drawing and writing and photography and stuff lik that..
-i like horror movies
-i like anime and reading manga
-i like comic books
-giraffes FTW
-i make lots of "thats wut she said" jokes
-techno/rave music makes me happy
-i like to laugh and i do it alot..lol
-im a texting whore
and thats pretty much it...i guess haha

Current Residence: narnia
Favourite genre of music: i like just about everything:]
Favourite cartoon character: L lawliet,johnny the homicidal maniac,gir,chowder,spondgebob,flapjack...

Favourite Visual Artist

alex pardee

Favourite Movies

narnia,SAW1-4,all the harry potter movies,monty python and the holy grail

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

lady gaga,owl city,apocalyptica,paramore...

Favourite Writers

robert frost,edgar alan poe,stephanie meyer

Favourite Games

katamari,silent hill2,legend of zelda: phantom hourglass

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2 and nintendo ds

Other Interests

drawing,photography,writing,snime/manga,comic books ect.

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Devious Journal Entry

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Merry Christmas and happy holidays everyone! right now I'm typing this jounrnal entry from my very one acer aspire one netbook ^.^ in case you don't know what that is, let me dumb it down for you, it's basically a small laptop. I'm super happy that i got it! 'cause now i can do whatever the fuck i want and don't have to worry about deleting the history and all that crap ^.^ so that pretty much means I can look up as much yaoi as i want! yay! I also got professor layton and this chinese painting kit thingy... anyways.. if you celebrate christmas what did you get!? :D ~santaclauseplz (https://www.deviantart.com/santaclauseplz)

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just a quick update...

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Okay so I wrote this Short story called "Benjamin" for reading and english class in school. I your interested in reading all three parts are posted on my other DA account ~xShiirleyxKnarwall (https://www.deviantart.com/xshiirleyxknarwall) I know I posted part one on here but mehh.. I kinda got lazy didn't feel like posting the other parts on here so yeah.. check that out (if you want to..). I also *JUST* posted another short story on my other account called "Butterfly wings" so i you wouldn't mind checking that out too, I'd really appreciate it:]. Anyways.. my mom made these awesome snowball cookies A.K.A. Russian tea cakes, they taste like little balls of happy ^.^ anyways happy holi

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Welcome!

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hello deviants! I'm whitney and this is my second deviantart account. I made it a while ago, but i recently decided to start using this account now. so hopefully you'll enjoy my page... umm... soo yeah that's all I hav to say for now! p.s. from now on i will probably be posting all my lyrics and poetry on this account,if you want to view my artwork then check out my original account:~xShiirleyxKnarwall (https://www.deviantart.com/xshiirleyxknarwall)

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Thank-you so much for the fave!!

your welcome! ^.^

HAAAIIII!!! Whitney!

hai mollie! ^.^

hehe!^^

Thanks for the watch! I really appreciate it!

your welcome!